Hello Child of God, I have been slacking... In my faith, in building my spirituality. I cringe at the voice of people speaking positively. In my mind I think to myself "life is not all cupcakes and rainbows", yes I stole that from Trolls, and then I continue to think "you cannot possibly be high everyday of your life just because! even Paul had it rough and could admit it." I know I sound horrible but I cannot help it and that has been the downfall of my slacking. The bitterness of me is creeping in. I am sitting here recognising my demise. Most of all I am writing this to warn you, to learn from me and not allow yourself to go deeper down this road, as I am trying not to. Remember this: " But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart." . First of all I am not married, neither am I fornicating, my point of this passage is that a sin can be committed internally in your heart. And I h...